So yesterday at work, I was pretty much busy all day. And as much as it's weird to hear that I enjoyed it, I really enjoyed it. I think I'm most comfortable when I know that I'm doing something that actually contributes around here, lol. So I would call yesterday a good day of work. I didn't really talk to anyone because I wanted to get stuff done and because of my lack of sleep the night before... I can say the most random things due to my lack of sleep.

The dumbest part of all this is that I know I lack sleep. When I try to get more, I get interrupted by... life. lol. I can't stay still very long at night, I usually have to find something to do or when I start to get to bed, someone comes home and wakes me up. It's all good though. So this morning, my alarm went off, I shut it off and went back to bed. Olay asked me when I was supposed to be up since he turned off the real alarm (i use my phone) and then I said now... But I started mumbling something else. I think it was like "no don't make me go. Wanna stay" for my next move, I hopped outta bed and got ready. While I was brushing my teeth I started cracking up because I realized the first night I stayed there, I was talking to him but I was half sleeping. hehe, it's almost as if I am really inebriated. I will say some of the most ridiculous things, but the stickler is that I shoot the truth like it's nothing. that could be a little worrysome, we all know the truth all the time isn't necessarily a good thing.

Anyways, after laughing at myself, I opened the door to find myself in August's sick sick joke for weather: rainy and cold. I can't believe I'm sorry I left my sweaters and jackets packed away at my girl's place. So I'm driving now, right, and I notice something. I see the same few cars making the same turns at the same lights as I did yesterday driving to work. Just as I left the house at the same time, and made the same turns and ended up at the same place. It's like my blog on strangers... When I was at the redlight and was wondering where everyone was going. Well all these people are stuck in the rut of work. I hope I have more to look forward to after school than doing the same hours everyday at the same place in the same cube around the same people. Oh wait, that's life, my bad. lol. Geez, so few years of our life are as interesting as the first quarter. After that, we're contributing to society and to our own prosperity working. I suppose from the outside looking in, it seems all boring. Maybe the monotony of life isn't all that unbearable. But I'm guessing that for someone who makes spontaneous plans with random people all the time and someone who loves unpredictability, like me, it's going to be ishy. Crap, I just realized I forgot to return some phonecalls yesterday. lol.

"So close, so close and yet so far."

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